Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Well .. tday was nth much went to iz house and play ps2 ..
thn reached home iz chat with mi one msn ..
talking abt past relationship ..
thn was chatting abt th past ..
and suddenly like dunno whys ..
hais ..
seriously i realli regretted for a relationship which i ruin using my own hand ..
she was so good to mi and i took it for granted ..
and keep quarrel with her ..
tht time was like didnt treasure her at all ..
cnt blame anyone .. but onli myself ..
blame on my own stupidness tht time ..
but nw im old and mature abit .. i regretted it ..
but .. its all over now .. and nth can be done ..
i juz took it as my most precious memories ..
i juz wanna say tht ..
aft her .. i couldnt gt myself to love other pple wholeheartedly ..
i tried to take other pple as her .. but .. its nt th same ..
th feeling is nt there ..
she did so much ting for mi .. but i didnt appreciate at all ..
aft eu .. i couldnt put my heart into any relationship ..
While working sometime when listening to 93.3 ..
they played .. Shu dao wu da ying wo ..
aft listening to tht song ..
th feeling came again ..
th feeling of th sweetness in my heart which will nv be there forever ..
mayb nt forever .. im juz being frank ..
but at least aft 1 and half yr since we broke up for th last time ..
th feeling wasnt there anymre ..
th sweetness will NV be replace ..
and mayb pple say tht .. KW ah . nb flirt niahs ..
ok lorhhs .. nvm ..
i kno aft u i had 2 stead .
one is someone hu i gave u up for her ..
which i seriously regretted ..
another was juz another ... .. .....
aft th gal which i gave u up for her ..
i kno myself ..
ive done a wrong choice and ..
finally i wake up ? .. zzz
mayb u dun believe ..
my words .. which i kno is nt trustable in ur heart anymre ..
but i kno myself .. im waiting for u ..
juz post this for iz and others bahs .. dun ask mi .. why u like keep change stead one ..
u always say u waiting for someone but suddenly thn pop out one stead ..
i wanna be loyal and trueful to my stead .. but i realised i cnt ..
my heart is nt with her ..
its with YOU .
rmb th time we spent tgt .. th happiness we had tgt and th sad time and angry time we had ..
u are th onli one hu realli care and spent time with mi ..
last time ..
in th love field .. mi and u r th player and i couldnt see ting well ..
nw mi as a audience .. i cn see ting mre clearly ..
but its too late now .. u r with him now ..
trust mi i will wait ..
i tink i sud gt my mind str8 now ..
i sudnt take others as substitution for u ..
and in th end hurting others and myself ..
its alr 1 yr half yrs ..
its been long .. but i juz couldnt forget u ..
but seriously .. rmb th time aft we broke up ..
we met up to play badminton at marsling ? ..
u took my hp and saw th bakground note in my hp ..
seriously .. tht time i and her is realli over ..
juz tht i didnt change th note ..
didnt expect u will look at my hp ..
tht time was feeling realli regretful ..
rmbing wht u told mi when we are walking home ..
You sure u kno hw to make a gal happy ? ..
u kno wht a gal realli wan ?
i tot abt it ..
ya yr words seriously pierce through my heart ..
i realised tht i dun ..
tings had changed , but nt my feeling for eu ..
but i kno ur feeling for mi had alr fade ..
cus i kno it .. i will nv try to break up a happy couple ..
sometime when i asked u ..
hw u and him ?
u told mi .. very good ah .. good as b4 ..
i didnt kno hw sud i feel ..
i felt a lil of happy for u and a lil of jealous and a lil of sadness ..
but i tink i sud feel happi for u ..
at least u met a guy hu is mre mre far far better thn mi and u r living well with him ..
my parents objected to we tht time .. is also my fault ..
i join someone into sth .. and got into sth ..
and i kept it frm u ..
i need to reached home at 10pm . but i didnt do tht and got a warning letter ..
so tht time was like .. i dunno wht to do ? ..
i didnt wanna to kept it frm u .. but i need ..
im afraid ur parents will look dwn on mi ?
im alr a retain .. i didnt want them to kno abt my ting anymre ..
im sry ..
lastly .. im out of there ..
but its alr too late still ..
i took 2 yrs ..
2 yrs .......
but .. i seriously hope tht we can have a second time ..
can we have a time machine pls ?
hais im juz being lame ..
a second time .......
hais ..
The Green lil tortoise x3
i will take her as u =x
wo yi jin bian le ..
dan ye lai bu ji le ..
wo zhi xi wang wo men ke yi you ti er chi de ji hui ..
lastly ..
im sry..
im sry for th time when i made u angry
im sry for th time when i made u sad
im sry for th time when i made u jealous
im sry for th time when i made u cry
im sry for th time when i neglected u
im sry for th time when i took u for granted
im sry for the tings which ive done to hurt u during th time when i got into another relationship
im sry for everyting ..
everyting ive made u unhappy ..
i kno sry is useless ..
but thts wht i can onli do now ..
but i dunno will u gt this message ..
actualli sud u see this msq ? ..
hais .. im sry ..

i miss th time we had tgt ..
i miss th time when we ton ..
i miss th time when we play ..
i miss tht time when we go shopping ..
i miss th time when we msq ..
i miss th time when we talk on phone throughout th day and nights ..
i miss th time we addressing each other as .... and ....... & .....
i miss th time when we chiong to sch =x lolz ..
i miss th time we eat tgt ..
i miss th time when i ride u on my bike ..
i miss th time when we go to sentosa ..
i miss all tht time when we r tgt ..
but its all over ..
whts left is juz th deep scratch of memories in my heart ..
th sweetness will be there forever i believe ..

i miss ur msq and calls ..
tht time when i recieved ur msq abt tcher calling mi blah blah ..
was so happi ?
lolz i mad ..
i kno its wht tcher asked u to do ..
thn u do it ..
if nt u wont do tht ..
hais ..
....................
ur msq seems to be extinct ..
ur call are like ships tht sank ..
but ur looks and memories will always be carved in my heart ..
always there .. nv lost ..


Trust mi .. i wont get anymre stead ..
iWillBeThereWaitingForONLYeu ..
juz simply .. love eu still ..
DuiBuQi and WoAiNi .. x3
sometime i realli wish to read ur blog .. but its onli open to reader ..
so i didnt wanna u to kno ..
so didnt ask for permisson ..
and ..
actualli i also kno u wont come to my blog thts y i dare to write it here
hw can i ever pu chang u ? .. hais ..
iWillOweEuForever ..
neglecting someone hu is so true to mi ..
immaBastard..

kw.
<3eu
<3 the time we had tgt
<3 Shu dao wu da ying wo
<3 th green lil tortoise ..
<3>

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